Real reason Dallas Cowboys’ Marshawn Kneeland TOOK HIS OWN LIFE REVEALED! It’s BEYOND SAD!
You’re tuning into Black and White Sports on YouTube. The No Holds Bar Truth on Sports. The main event starts now. Hey, thanks everybody for uh coming out. I got one more topic here that we do need to address here. And boy, this is serious, man. Because we got some sad news yesterday, man. Oh. Oh. Dallas Cowboys um secondyear player um Marshon Nean passed away by his own hand. Rose actually did three videos on this and this morning I’m surprised we didn’t know this. I called my mother and I’m talking to her and I bring up uh Marshon Nean and then she tells me, “Oh, they think they know the reason why he actually took his own life.” I’m like, “What?” Guess what, guys? I didn’t know this, but his mother passed away a year ago, and he’s been struggling ever since then. So, I guess he was actually really dealing with this extremely hard. And keep in mind, the man just scored a touchdown on Monday Night Football. Monday Night Football. And now he’s dead four days ago. Do you know what kind of a dark place you got to be? Because you would think you’re playing for America’s team. You scored a touchdown in your second year on Monday Night Football, the only game on there. You’ve got to be unfortunately extremely troubled. Extremely troubled. Yeah. Now, we started hearing about mental health. Yeah, it definitely does, Ben. But it seems like this actually could have been because of his mother. Let’s look at this right here. Distressing red flags before Dallas Cowboy star sudden death at 24. Revealed by a roommate who shares harrowing backstory including recent family tragedy. Tragic Dallas Cowboys defensive end Marshon Neeland lost his mother in horrific circumstances 19 months ago before his su suicide at the age of 24. The Daily Mail can reveal that Wendy Nean, 45, was killed in February last year by an accidental drug overdose at her home in Buckeye, Arizona. Uh the medical examiner found oxycodating morphine in her system with um anti- convulsant gaba pentin anti-depressant um how you pronounce that duloxitine and muscle relaxant cyclloen zap. Wow, that’s a lot of words to actually say. That’s crazy. Yeah. Further details on why Wendy had so many drugs in her system may not have emerged. Marshon was very close to his mother and wore some of her ashes in a necklace. Yikes. After her death. What the world? Yeah. It is unclear what prompted him to shoot himself dead after leading uh Texas state troopers on a car chase late Wednesday night. Marshon, who lived in uh Plano, uh spoke at his mother’s funeral service in March last year and expressed his heartbreak at losing her. When he told the congregation in uh Wyoming, Michigan, quote, “It’s crazy growing up. She was always there for me, always going on all my games, always there for me. It’s definitely tough. Uh you you just never expect something like this.” She would always help me with just life in general. And that’s his mother um right there. Pretty lady right there. She sure is. Yeah. Wow. And man And this is sad, man. Just real sad. And that’s his girlfriend right there. And he actually texted um his family goodbye. Teeded his girlfriend goodbye. Yeah. Yeah. There’s there there’s audio of the of the cops uh talking with dispatch and I’m going listen to this. The cops were like I think they realized he was out of his car because he let him on a chase or something. He was out of his car. You hear one cop tell the other cop when you go look for him, do not go by yourself because he’s armed. And and and and right there you’re thinking to yourself, okay, because there, you know, a lot of people want to do suicide by cop, you know, that’s a real thing. In other words, let me take a gun out there, raise it towards a cop, and then they’ll shoot me dead. I don’t have to take my own life. So, they were very aware that even the cops were like, “Yesh, this could be a dangerous situation for us to be in.” Uh, it’s it’s crazy, man. it. This this story is absolutely I mean that just tells you that that you can have what is deemed or what looks like the best situation in the world. You really don’t know with with a lot of people. You just don’t know. Look at this though. He continued on talking about his mother. She was basically there for me for everything. I could go back in time. I would have uh definitely found a way to a way for me to go see her or her to come see me. It tore me apart. I can still feel her uh just training. I feel her presence there with me and I still do. I know she’s uh still watching over me. I try to be strong as much as I can. Now, check this out right here. Uh Marshon is still a rising star in the midst of his second season in NFL. has left his uh family shattered by killing himself. His agent uh Jon Jonathan um uh Pertzie Pertzley said, “But there are other subtle signs as the uh sports stars mental anguish he lived a very rec reclusive life while at college.” former roommate uh Patrick uh Graange uh told the uh Daily Mail. Uh Grange, who studied alongside uh Marshon at Western Michigan University, said quote, “He essentially only did a few things. He hung out with his girlfriend. He played video games. He watched films and played football. That’s what he did.” Like he was not into anything else. He didn’t party. He didn’t go out. Like he was strictly about his family and football. That was the only two things in his life. Wow. I mean, what college student doesn’t actually go out and party? Yeah, that’s that’s unusual. I know. I partied when I was in college. Wow. This is really sad, man. Really sad. I guess he drew this here, too. Did I drop out or did you drop out? No, I’m I’m still right here. Oh, okay. I I get I guess I Yeah, I didn’t see anybody. I ain’t see you drop out, though. Man, this is sad, man. This is sad. 24 years old, and now he’s uh passed away. Thanks for watching the show. Be sure to like, comment, and subscribe. Be sure to tune in next time on Black and White Sports.
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50 comments
This is really sad!
I didn't party in college, I stayed in my room and read my Bible, was too homesick; got pick on by students be at the HBCU that I went to simply because I didn't party and kept to myself, they called me stuck up, when I simply wanted to be left alone; till this day, I still hate going out to party.
Pretty sad. His mom clearly had some demons she could not get past in order to enjoy what her son excelled at in life. That was a cocktail designed for 1 purpose. And explains why he likely never partied. He probably seen more than enough in life.
Holy cow. That is sad.
That poor man. Losing your mother must be one of the worst pains to ever have to deal with. God Bless Marshawn Kneeland and his family. 🙏 R.I.P.
Mom is life, you can lose it if and when she goes bye, but stay strong.
Don’t matter what the reason is
Who cares about this punk!
It really shows that we have a big mental health problem
Does not make any sense. He said he would live for her and he blocked that punt for a td return. Why would he do this after the biggest moment in his career? It makes no sense. I know people miss their loved ones but they don't know if there's anything after this life. We're supposed to move on. That's what I did when my brother went bye bye.
Poor girlfriend getting that text. Had to be devastating
It's not sad. This happens all the time, and had it happen to me no one would've batted an eye. The ending reality is he ran from the police, and put the public's safety at risk. People pass away, grow up and move on. I have zero sympathy. It's sickening everyone making this such a big story. Move on with it.
This suicide gets weirder as more information comes out.
I wish he had gotten help before it got to this point. I feel terrible for him.
I find it strange that people have completely ignored the actual situation leading up to him killing himself, and instead invented this mental illness story. He may have had a mental illness, but that didn't make him run from the cops or commit the hit and run. This wasn't a case of "depression leads to suicide" it was "a man who ruined his life couldn't face the consequences".
Depression is no joke.
Really sad especially someone making a lot of money would kill himself. This seems like the result of over drinking.
Its weird cause he has a GF and was having a baby couldnt he live for them and a future?
I only have one question. WHERE was his support system? WHERE were the people who were closest to him? Was his girl too busy counting the digits in his contract? And please, don't give me this "You don't understand" line, because I DO understand. I watched my mom waste away and pass from COVID, and I watched the horrible treatment that the "caring" retirement home gave her. In the end, I watched them put her in the corner of a dingy room, not even next to a freaking window, and let her pass, and I was told that I could not intervein in her care because the home was in charge of her care, not me, and I had to watch her starve to death because, ACCORDING TO THE HOME SHE WAS IN, she had put them in charge of her care, and they only had to give her food intravenously, so she did not even get a decent meal during her last days, and the ONLY reason that I dealt with it, and the ONLY reason that I am still here, is BECAUSE of those around me who were there for me, who ACTUALLY CARED ENOUGH about me to help me through that horrendous time in my life! So, again, I want to know WHERE WERE THE PEOPLE WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO CARE ABOUT HIM, WHERE WERE THE PEOPLE WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE FOR HIM??? We're they too busy counting his money??? What a tragedy! I pray that the people, LIKE HIS GIRL, realize just how much they let this young man down, and I pray that he is in heaven, where he will find the love and peace that only God and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ can and will provide. I just pray that God and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ will forgive him for the sin of taking his own life. Just saying.
It must have hit him pretty hard, getting his 1st NFL touchdown and thinking about his mother wasn't there to see it.
I’d be willing to bet that it was a combination of overwhelming grief at the loss of his mother, along with overwhelming guilt, because mama is not getting her hands on those kinds of items, high end, items with her own money, and you know how some of these football players are with Family. They get their big contract and they start handing out money like it’s candy on trick-or-treat night. so he probably was grieving her loss, to be sure, but also may have felt guilty because she probably used the money He sent her to purchase the things that caused her to pass away.
That is so sad. I wish he was still here with us. Somebody just needed to hell him that it gets better it really does. I know you don't believe things will ever get better but they do.
I have had severe depression my whole life, and nothing makes you happy.
Not every college student goes to parties. We imagine they do because of preconcieved stereotypes, but that's not always the case. Not sure that in itself is a sign that something is wrong mentally unless there would be a sudden change of conduct that has no other logical explanation.
When your mother has passed away, I will truly find out who you are made of as a human being!! SMH
Gabapentin is for nerve pain also. I have trigeminal neroalgia and they gave me vicoden and gabapentin. Its actually called the suicide disease.
I was thinking 🤔 did she have a addiction issue on top of that. Did he spoil her with money. Because some people get advanced on cash , know they going to get multi contract 😢
Took me 5-7 years when my mom passed away. Still lingering but I've learned.
enough with the touchdown!
There is no pain worse than losing your mother. But you get through it and you will need help to get through it. This is terrible news!
I stopped caring about any sob story he had the second he ran from cops. Running from cops is saying fuck you to every other person on the road. People die because of high speed chases all the time. He could’ve easily killed other peoples loved ones.
He didn’t go out a nd party, imo , he was still grieving . He just wanted to think about his mom ❤️❤️
American’s team is calculated by Team Paraphernalia sales . If that’s so, then that makes the Raiders the number one football team in America, and for Decades .
Weird that a person in college doesn't go out and party… unusual…?
Not all people are idiots. Some people go to college to not party… how unbelievable could that be?
Loosing your mom in that way is devastating. Bless his heart. He must have been really battling with that ❤😢
So sad.
Mental illness
Grief !! He should took time off and got some help.
The medications she was on are drugs taken by people with severe chronic nerve pain. Idk, but its possible she couldn't take pain anymore and overdosed on prescribed meds. Gabapentin is used for nerve pain. Duloxetine is an antidepressant specifically used because it can help with pain. Its unusual to have morphine and oxy at the same time instead of using transdermal fentanyl, but not unheard of. Its likely the morphine was either an old script OR it was extended release and the oxycodone was taken as needed. I live every day in pain and am on or have been on most of those meds. If I decided to take a weeks worth of pills, I'd just go to sleep and never wake up. Sad story
It's not so confusing to see why he would kill himself following his first touchdown or in fact, triggered it. Following any high is a sharp low, at least when you're depressed. "I wish my mother was here to see my first NFL touchdown." Not confusing.
I never partied. I had 0 friends and I was NEVER SUICIDAL!
Money will solve every problem I have. I never had anything for free, not even a friend. I KNOW I can buy girlfriends, so nothing bothers me.
Martrell Antun Jones
Achieiving the pinnacle of success doesn't make you immune to mental illness or depression and perhaps that reality ovewhelmed him.
Some how the Jewish were also involved in this incident.
2 beautiful people, lost so young. Prayers and hugs to the family. Sadness and hopelessness are such tragic emotions.
To All the Cowboys fans that may read this… My Heart goes out to Cowboy Nation. We are grieving with you. Hopefully Family and Friends can overcome this Tragedy .
There is always someone who you can talk to. Problems can Always Be Solved.
🙏💗 God Bless* 💗🙏
Such a big event, scoring the TD, & couldn't share it with his mom.
Who knows how large his support group was. 🙏🏼
Poor guy….
My heart goes out to him & his family.
I KNOW I won't ever be able to handle the same situation he was in if my mom were to leave.
I hate when that thought creeps into my mind involuntary without any influencing factors.
Makes me beyond sad, depressed & distressed just typing this out.
Feel so sorry for him.
I stopped playing video games after about the age of 17. Not sure but i imagine today's video games are not the same. They might find a link between dark and violent game addiction, probably won't happen because of the money these companies make.. And getting hit in the head over and over doesn't help..
Man up bro! My mom died and I'm still alive!!
Prayers to the Kneeland family.