{"id":721371,"date":"2026-02-01T12:20:21","date_gmt":"2026-02-01T12:20:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/721371\/"},"modified":"2026-02-01T12:20:21","modified_gmt":"2026-02-01T12:20:21","slug":"patriots-dc-terrell-williams-reflects-on-cancer-battle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/721371\/","title":{"rendered":"Patriots DC Terrell Williams reflects on cancer battle"},"content":{"rendered":"

FOXBORO \u2014 Terrell Williams is sitting in his Gillette Stadium office late Friday afternoon, less than 48 hours before the Patriots<\/a> are scheduled to fly to the Bay Area for Super Bowl LX.<\/a><\/p>\n

A replay of a recent Seahawks game is paused on a TV mounted on a nearby wall. Papers are scattered on his dark, L-shaped desk positioned on the opposite side of the room. Twenty minutes ago, Williams moved out from behind his desk to settle into one of three large chairs positioned closer to the door, and recount his last four months as the Patriots defensive coordinator; a time when he didn\u2019t call one play or run a single practice.<\/p>\n

Mike Vrabel<\/a>\u2018s name comes up.<\/p>\n

\u201cI know (Vrabel)\u2019s up for these awards,\u201d Williams says, \u201cbut when people talk about Coach of the Year \u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

The 51-year-old coach pauses. A tear wells in his left eye. Williams removes his glasses, and lets the tear fall.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s so much more than wins and losses,\u201d he says, his voice quivering. \u201cTrust me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Williams wipes both eyes, gratitude bubbling over. He pauses again, this time to find the words that capture what\u2019s stirring in his heart.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat he did for me,\u201d Williams says, \u201cthat\u2019s the Coach of the Year.\u201d<\/p>\n

Were it not for Drake Maye\u2019s injured shoulder, the biggest story out of Foxboro this week would have been the news Vrabel broke Thursday: Williams will travel with the Patriots for the first time since the start of the regular season. Prostate cancer sidelined him every day after the team\u2019s season opener, but it cannot keep him away now.<\/p>\n

But, wait. There\u2019s more.<\/p>\n

Williams is cancer-free.<\/a><\/p>\n

Five rounds of chemotherapy treatments and a month-long regimen of medications eliminated all cancer from his body after it was discovered during an urgent care visit for flu-like symptoms on Sept. 8. Williams has a sixth and final round of chemo scheduled for two days after the Super Bowl, treatment he has elected to undergo while knowing he can skip it. If the Patriots win, he may need to choose between parading on duck boats and taking drugs that will ravage his body one more time. If so, Williams plans to pick the drugs.<\/p>\n

He wants this return to normalcy, to the life he knows and loves, to last.<\/p>\n

For himself, his family and team.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhen you go through (cancer), you realize it\u2019s not just you going through it,\u201d Williams says. \u201cEverybody that cares about you is going through it with you.\u201d<\/p>\n

\"AssistantAssistant head coach\/defensive line coach Terrell Williams, left, talks with head coach Mike Vrabel during the first half of an NFL preseason game between Tennessee and the Chicago Bears, Saturday, Aug. 12, 2023 in Chicago. (AP Photo\/Kamil Krzaczynski)<\/p>\n

Williams is explaining all of this while he sits with a team-issued beanie on his head, and glasses and stubble on his face. He wears an iron-colored, team-issued windbreaker and sweatpants. A Patriots logo is stitched on his windbreaker just below his left collarbone, where the cancer used to be.<\/p>\n

\u201cIf I didn\u2019t have a stomach (virus), I would have never known that the cancer was there,’\u201d Williams says. \u201cI felt a little pain in my collarbone, but you feel a little pain, you don\u2019t think that it\u2019s cancer. I remember telling my wife that I think I slept wrong. Because sometimes I wake up, and my neck hurts, and so that\u2019s what I thought it was. But it was more than that.\u201d<\/p>\n

The night before he was diagnosed, Williams vomited at home for several hours. That illness, he realizes now, saved his life. So did a little nudging from Vrabel and Patriots head athletic trainer Jim Whalen, who the next day suggested he seek medical attention. At the Foxboro urgent care, doctors confirmed Williams was sick \u2014 but not like he thought.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt was like, \u2018Oh, by the way, you have lymphoma. Or it looks like you have lymphoma. We need to do a biopsy,’\u201d Williams says. \u201cIt floored me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Williams sat with the possibility of lymphoma for three days until his biopsy results returned on Sept. 11. Williams said his doctors originally believed it was lymphoma because tests revealed the cancer had spread almost head to toe. Once his diagnosis was clarified as an aggressive form of prostate cancer, he scheduled an appointment at Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston, where he would begin treatment.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt was tough just hearing about the treatment and the steps and how long it would take in between each chemo. And once I got to that, it was, \u2018What\u2019s that going to look like? How was I going to feel?’\u201d Williams says. \u201cAnd they can\u2019t really give you a straight answer because they don\u2019t know how your body\u2019s going to react to all of these things. So, it was the unknown that was kind of scary.\u201d<\/p>\n

He continues: \u201cAll (the doctor) told me was, there\u2019s a possibility of death. He didn\u2019t think (I would die), but he can\u2019t guarantee me that.\u201d<\/p>\n

\"NewNew England Patriots defensive coordinator Terrell Williams, left, speaks to a trainer during the second day of training camp on July 24. (Mark Stockwell\/Boston Herald)<\/p>\n

That meant Williams couldn\u2019t guarantee anything to anyone close to him, either.<\/p>\n

\u201cI thought about the people that I know that care about me and what would it be like for them if I\u2019m not around,\u201d he says. \u201cYou have thoughts, some of them dark, some of them positive, some of them your emotions are kind of all over the place. \u2026There were some tough days.\u201d<\/p>\n

Tough days hit before the chemo did. The medications he began taking in mid-September sapped him of his strength. He was largely removed from the Patriots\u2019 facility, his players and colleagues. He returned some weeks, usually wearing a smile he would force upon himself.<\/p>\n

Williams also received cards and gift baskets, all the things people use to try and fill a void no one can until death no longer looms. The greatest gift Williams says he received was the one thing he fought hardest for: time.<\/p>\n

This is what Vrabel gave him. He called Williams every day he couldn\u2019t make it to the facility.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhen you\u2019re going through what I went through, or when you\u2019re going through struggles, sometimes just a phone call asking, \u2018Hey, how are you doing?\u2019 That matters more than a gift,\u201d he says. \u201cThat is a gift.\u201d<\/p>\n

The Patriots also arranged for Williams and his son, a 13-year-old hockey player at St. Sebastian School, to attend a Bruins game and meet star David Pastrnak. Williams heard from former players and coaches, who broke from the unrelenting grind of the NFL season to pick up the phone.<\/p>\n

As chemo intensified in October and November, and the Patriots built a 10-game win streak without him, Williams found himself increasingly grounded. He began to set roots, something few NFL coaches can or allow themselves to do in any one job, let alone in a year\u2019s time. Here was a son of Los Angeles, who\u2019s coached in Miami, Akron, Nashville, Youngstown, Detroit, Oakland and east Texas, calling New England home.<\/p>\n

\u201cThat\u2019s what makes this place special. It\u2019s not winning, and all the franchises and the Patriots and Celtics and the Bruins and the Red Sox. All that stuff\u2019s great, but that\u2019s not what makes this place special. For me, what makes this place special is the people,\u201d he says. \u201cI\u2019ve been out at restaurants, I\u2019ve been to a bunch of different places, and just the amount of support from people that you don\u2019t even know, all of this stuff, has been unbelievable.<\/p>\n

\u201cMy idea of what New England has changed completely.\u201d<\/p>\n

When he did visit team headquarters, Williams sat in the back of meetings he used to run. He chatted with players in the hallways. He began to reacquaint himself with his own office, staying as long as he could.<\/p>\n

Team captains, including Harold Landry and Marcus Jones, said Williams\u2019 presence alone inspired him.<\/a> The feeling was mutual.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat guys like Harold don\u2019t realize is seeing them is what brought the smile to my face,\u201d he says. \u201cBecause, trust me: when you\u2019re hurting, when you see people that you care about, that\u2019s what brings the smile.\u201d<\/p>\n

But smiling, Williams learned, didn\u2019t always serve him or his close ones. Hard talks require hard truths, something he\u2019d like to remind anyone battling cancer today.<\/p>\n

\u201cI saw the look on my son\u2019s face, and had to have conversations with a 13-year-old like, \u2018Dad, how do you feel?\u2019 And at first I would tell him I\u2019m OK. But then I can see it in his face: he knew I wasn\u2019t OK. So, just be honest with everybody,\u201d Williams says. \u201cAnd if you\u2019re not OK, then don\u2019t tell them that you\u2019re OK, whether it\u2019s physically or mentally.\u201d<\/p>\n

In late December, as the Patriots made a run at the No. 1 seed in the AFC, Williams\u2019 recovery accelerated. Doctors raved about his body\u2019s response to treatment. The results of his fourth chemo session shattered expectations, and his fifth clinched a clean bill of health.<\/p>\n

Williams told Vrabel he was cancer-free days after the Patriots\u2019 regular season ended with a blowout of Miami. Vrabel told the team a week later. Once Williams returned, he welcomed every player\u2019s embrace, but quickly diverted their attention to a Texans team visiting that Sunday in the divisional round of the playoffs.<\/p>\n

\u201cI shook hands and hugged the guys and then, it was like, \u2018OK, thank you. Now let\u2019s get ready to win that next game,’\u201d Williams says. \u201cAnd that\u2019s really what the focus was, because I never really wanted the focus to be about me and my struggles. I didn\u2019t want this to be about me, and what I\u2019m going through. It\u2019s about the players and trying to win.\u201d<\/p>\n

Williams stayed at home for the AFC Championship Game and watched the Patriots eke out a 10-7 win on TV. He\u2019s still getting used to having a coach\u2019s view from the couch. But he won\u2019t need to much longer.<\/p>\n

Williams\u2019 family will accompany him to Santa Clara, Calif., where the Patriots will stay while they practice in nearby Palo Alto until Super Sunday. Like any good coach, Williams is looking beyond himself these days.<\/p>\n

To the next game, the next practice, the next player who needs his help. But to those in need away from the field, those battling cancer and those fighting not for trophies but for time, as he did, Williams has a final message.<\/p>\n

\u201cI would tell them that they\u2019re not alone, and just take it one day at a time. Don\u2019t worry about the things that you can\u2019t control, because you can\u2019t control what might happen a month from now. You can\u2019t control what might happen tomorrow. Just take it truly day by day, and accept support,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s amazing what happens when we talk, and we\u2019re honest and open. Usually, good things will happen. And I feel like that\u2019s what\u2019s happened for me.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"FOXBORO \u2014 Terrell Williams is sitting in his Gillette Stadium office late Friday afternoon, less than 48 hours…\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2050],"tags":[95040,833,7,6441,838,1167,249,2326,2094,6,835,832,208,836,834,831,837,41484,23840,16165,103731],"class_list":["post-721371","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-new-england-patriots","tag-2026-super-bowl","tag-drake-maye","tag-football","tag-josh-mcdaniels","tag-mike-vrabel","tag-new-england","tag-new-england-patriots","tag-newengland","tag-newenglandpatriots","tag-nfl","tag-nfl-news","tag-nfl-rumors","tag-patriots","tag-patriots-2025","tag-patriots-news","tag-patriots-rumors","tag-robert-kraft","tag-super-bowl-2026","tag-super-bowl-60","tag-super-bowl-lx","tag-super-bowl-news"],"share_on_mastodon":{"url":"https:\/\/channels.im\/@nfl\/115995347693360665","error":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/721371","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=721371"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/721371\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=721371"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=721371"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rawchili.com\/nfl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=721371"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}